Trust

Trust… are we losing it or we are simply losing it… Where does trust fit in a world like this? We can only trust the heart and the good intention behind an individuals actions. I can only give you the good and leave the bitterness out of a situation. Some lessons can be drawn out of the most simple relationship because for a relationship to start, some trust must be established. It could be based on any individual traits or consistencies in individual’s behaviour. I cannot say I am the most trustworthy person, I am imperfect after all, but I can promise my intentions are always good.

Who to trust

I have been consistent in fighting for my dream, I have also been consistent with my optimism even though it seemed hard to do so through some miseries, happiness has been my dream. I have a good heart and my mind is set on growth, and I am on this journey and I will stop at nothing to reach the end. I am not having a blast, it’s frustrating as hell, but I can only stay true to what I stand for even if I have to lose myself some time.

It is not the most pleasant journey, because some relationships are brought by circumstances that are beyond our control. I am making my suffer zone my comfort zone and, as much as I would have loved it to be elsewhere but it’s in front of me. I need to follow the order, the universal order first beyond anything, which is love. I love myself enough to love others around. What makes me so sure it’s going to work out? I am not sure, I just have to trust it will work out.

Before anything else, I need to trust the universe will work for me if I do good by it, because I first have a relationship with this universe before anything else. So I just have hope and trust it will work for me. I would encourage anyone not to fight the universe, to trust or you will simply lose it. Trust in the good, it will work out in the end. It’s consistent in returning the favours, both good and bad, it just requires you to take the good and make good in the bad.

I am not perfect mchana, just take the good and leave the bad out and make good out of it. Because at the end of the day I am just trying to be happy…. Trust me I know…